Devious Journal Entry
You know, like, when you count on someone to do something and they do not pull through with the things that they said they would do then you feel let down, right? Well, thats how I feel right now…let-the-fuck-down! I choose to use foul language because it allows me to feel slightly better by emphasizing the anger in my emotions.
I trusted that an individual would come through on a promise and they havent yet. It is sad that one has to rely on others, at times, and then those that are relied upon let down those that are entrusting them to do certain things. Shit happens I guess. Being as old as I am I probably shouldnt be this upset, but I cant help it.
From now on, when it comes to certain things that I know, for a fact, that I can control, I am going to ensure that I remain in control. No need to ask others for help, as the majority of people wont pull through in the end. The sad thing is that this individual who I trusted is close and therefore should have been trustworthy. So much for that idea EVER again…
There are other things that I would just love to go into at this point, but choose not to because of the implications that would arise should I bring them up. Just be aware that sometimes the most unusual things happen, not based on any rationality whatsoever.
Do not be surprised if someday, something extremely odd happens in your travels around here……
